Det at forlade JV/WTS.............................
.................Nedenstående ÆGTE historie fra det rigtige liv, sammen med en række Kommentarer, er at finde på:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/117552/1.ashx
I came home today to find my wife crying whilst reading the 'When a loved one leaves Jehovah' article.
Its been a good few months now and I can appreciate how she feels. I really can.
But it just irritates me how my disagreeing with this religion has such a catastrophic effect on our everyday lives. I have`nt been unfaithful to her. I work really hard to provide a good living for our family. I am helpful to all our families. In essence, apart form my problems with the WTS I have`nt changed much as a person. And yet I feel disrespected because of my decision. I am made to feel less of a person.
This is all part of the fallout when someone leaves the religion, the tears, the depression etc. This is why I put it off for so many years. Its strange, but I have never been happier in my life. I think thats what hurts people in the truth. They cant work out how I can possibly be happy.
Boy, its hard. Its hard being a good dad and husband and yet in their eyes, I am a dead man. This is what hurts the most. Despit all my good points, I deserve to die an abrupt & violent death. This religion really unites families!?! Of course, I have to curb my speaking out of turn about anything like this so as to keep good relations but hell, sometimes I just wanna blow! Let rip!
Has anyone else experienced these feelings?
J
Med venlig hilsen
jalmar
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/117552/1.ashx
I came home today to find my wife crying whilst reading the 'When a loved one leaves Jehovah' article.
Its been a good few months now and I can appreciate how she feels. I really can.
But it just irritates me how my disagreeing with this religion has such a catastrophic effect on our everyday lives. I have`nt been unfaithful to her. I work really hard to provide a good living for our family. I am helpful to all our families. In essence, apart form my problems with the WTS I have`nt changed much as a person. And yet I feel disrespected because of my decision. I am made to feel less of a person.
This is all part of the fallout when someone leaves the religion, the tears, the depression etc. This is why I put it off for so many years. Its strange, but I have never been happier in my life. I think thats what hurts people in the truth. They cant work out how I can possibly be happy.
Boy, its hard. Its hard being a good dad and husband and yet in their eyes, I am a dead man. This is what hurts the most. Despit all my good points, I deserve to die an abrupt & violent death. This religion really unites families!?! Of course, I have to curb my speaking out of turn about anything like this so as to keep good relations but hell, sometimes I just wanna blow! Let rip!
Has anyone else experienced these feelings?
J
Med venlig hilsen
jalmar