Feelings

I hate when you write to me
I hate when you call me dear
I hate that you don't understand
I hate that you made me believe in your fear
I hate all the things we did
I hate it so much that I regret
I hate that you kept pushing
I hate that I lye and cry in my bed
I hate when you thought it was alright
I hate when you just moved on
I hate that I let you do that
I hate you'd lay upon
I hate that I was so stupid
I hate that I didn't say stop
I hate my self so much
I hate that we never did reach the top