It is time for me to hope

It is time for me to hope
time to look at all my problems and with them cope
It is time for me to smile
my journey has been a thousand mile
now I need to relax and enjoy myself.
But how?
That’s my only question.
How?
My head is empty
My heart is cold
My soul is sold
to you my dear
but you stole
something from me,
that I can’t live without.
You stole my hope
You stole my belief
I wonder where you went.
Try to find you here in the dark
but I can’t find your scent
I wish for you to come back
but I know I would do better without you.
I know I shouldn’t miss you.
you made my life so miserably.
Love is strange.
I wish I could stop loving you.