I've given up

I’ve given up
Never will I hear someone say I have an ugly face anymore
Never will I be let down by some guy telling me
I’m unsexy and looks like a bore
I’m living my life focusing on other things than love
what I was put here for – not sure – seems I’ve been forgotten up above
I know I’ll never be good enough, that’ll no-one ever will hold my hand
I’ll be the eternal spinster, so now I’m waving the white flag, I’ve made my stand
I’m forgetting my hopes and dreams or I’ll go madly insane
Why was I born with a longing for love and care, when it’s all been invane?