Time

Time is running
but I'm standing still
My mind was made up
but I didn't go on
I knew what I had to do
I still know
so why can't I do it
Why does I feel alone?
No one can see the pain inside me!
My friends think they know
but they really don't
They got an idea
but nothing is like my feelings
Why didn't I do it
so long ago
long long time ago
my heart was pure
now its dark
but one thing can make it up
but do i dare?