you made me feel unworthy.

I don’t remember what it felt like
to be truly happy,
to smile and laugh
I don’t remember how it felt to trust
I don’t remember how it felt to be in love.
I don’t remember how to live my life.
I only remember how you hurt me
how you destroyed me,
and you made me feel so insecure
you made me feel unworthy of love
you made me feel miserably and alone.
Because of you,
I’m scared to talk
I’m scared of making a joke out of myself.
I’m scared that I won’t ever feel the way I felt when I was with you.
I’m scared that someone else will hurt me as bad as you.
What if you made me unable to trust and love again?
Can I live without loving?

can make you unable to trust and love.
He is not responsible for your life. I have tried the same as you, and lost myself. But after seeing that it was ME, who let him detroy me, I woked up and now I AM A BELIEVER that everyone are responsible for own life. Noone can let me down anymore, only if I let him. And I will never let anyone having the same influence on me as him.
Do as I did at last - get FREE!
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